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Post by squiddie on Sept 23, 2005 3:13:02 GMT
so its exactly 4am and i cant sleep.
been thinking about what a mate said to me the other day.
since i left school, i'v only got two friends now. I miss all the rest so much, but im on my own, the two i do have i hardly see.
dum di dum, 4.05
i AM happy for her, deep down. deep deep down.
i just always thought maybe, just maybe, there was tht little spark i cud hang onto, but its gone.
worse part is it's all my fault.
if i hadnt said what i did, when i did.
but being that way isnt a desision its the way u are.
im so happy for her, but i feel so bad at the same time.
i hope shes doing it for the right reasons.
GOD! arg i need a ciggy, ima go.
oh btw, this isnt supposed 2 make sense to any1, i jus needed to right it down and i cudnt find a pen, so pls ignor it as u like!
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Post by Holly on Sept 23, 2005 17:17:26 GMT
hmm yeh
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Post by squiddie on Sept 23, 2005 23:53:17 GMT
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Post by Holly on Sept 24, 2005 13:27:43 GMT
ok
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Post by squiddie on Sept 25, 2005 14:27:38 GMT
okie smokie doo
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