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Post by squiddie on Jan 17, 2005 20:20:03 GMT
Right now i got you attention.
I have a big problem. I am so madly in love with this girl. Shes all I think about and dream about. I can't sleep, but when i do its about her. She knows how I feel, but she wont tell me how she feels. We used to be together. For ages, but I fucked it up cos i am an absolute fucking idiot. Everyday since i lost her i've thought about killing myself to get rid of this dull pain that wont shift.
When she talks to me, the pain gets less and I feel whole when she talks to me like we used to.
I just want to know how she feels. If there is no chance of getting back with her then id let it go, but if there is the littlest chance of a relationship with her then, i will fight to the last breathe for her. I've tried moving on, I've tried forgetting. But I can't.
The worst part is how I'm making her feel. I just want her to be happy and I'm scared I'm making her sad or upset and I really don't want to do that, I just want to make her smile her beautiful smile
Does anyone know what I can do to get rid of this pain without cutting myself to ribbons or killing myself?
I even tried going straight. But men are arseholes.
Please anyone. Help me.
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